i'm no Neurologist.....

but even i can see how much the MS has progressed in that last few years !! YIKES !!

i started out, almost 6 years ago, with only 4 super tiny lesions on my brain. now i have 80+ that *i* can see. God only knows how many my neuro will be able to see, and how many there actually are there, visual and hidden.

know i know why 2008 was such a difficult MS year. those bouts that i kept having were not for nothing. lots of strange things were happening on the nerves inside my brain. the myelin sheath covering the nerves in my brain were being attacked day after day, for weeks on end... when i had the MS Fatigue and the MS Vertigo. and who knows if the constant pain in my lower back doesn't have something to do with MS too. i really should have a Spinal MRI... i'm positive that there are lesions there too.

ON A VERY, VERY GOOD NOTE : Provigil has been included in the Department of Health's *Medicine Basket* and now, instead of costing me $110, it's only $18.00 YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY !! now i can take a whole pill everyday, instead of the half-dose that i was financially restricted to. i just know that it's going to make my life even better... if that's possible :-)

God is Good !!!

peace out everyone :-)

of Provigil and hopefully never needing to take it...

i finally bought Provigil today. it's for MS Fatigue. it cost $108.00 !!! i hope the entire box sits, unused, forever :-) that is my prayer to The Almighty this very second.

i never, ever, never, ever want to have another bout of Fatigue in my entire life, in which i plan to live to the nice age of 120, minimum.

MS Fatigue is just horrible. it hits the inner core of your being. it's something so incredibly incipid that makes a zombie out of of a person.

anyway... may the horribly expensive Provigil sit in my meds box until it expires.

peace out everyone !! :-)